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Wei LoongThe symbol for Aquarius is the Water-Bearer, a universal man who is pouring forth water from a jug. This universal man represents the community of mankind. The waters of life flow, like ideas coming from the unrestrained mind. Many people mistakenly think that Aquarius is a water sign, but it is an intellectual air sign. As such, Aquarius can be interested in concepts and ideas. Because of its universality, Aquarius can seem somewhat detached from personal emotions. It's not that you Aquarius don't have feelings; it's just that yours are different from most others. You dance to the beat of a different drummer.
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Wednesday, December 16, 2009I had a practicum on monday. it's kind of a practical test u got to pass in order to become a relief teacher for the tution centre i am currently working at now. i never taught before and yesterday i had to teach in front of a class of 10 students. it's full of anxiety actually. well, according to Goffman's impression management, i need to present myself in such a way that i am confident enough and able to teach a class. In the dramaturgical approach, i am the "performer", the students are my audience, my preparation for the worksheet as my props, i presented myself as a good teacher to guide them through the worksheet, and in return, they respected me as a teacher by participating in my lesson and remained well-behaved. I did it and it was really not bad, a very very good experience and the tester was quite satisfied as well. cheers !!
Right here today, i am going to blog about my real confession, nothing but the truth, though it will affect me quite negatively. i would like to tell everyone that i am not a good guy actually. do u believe it? we shall see from below.
Few years back during my jc time, i got the habit to go online and know girls. well, i can say that it was my sort of 桃花 period. when i was in J1, i knew a girl from irc called joanne, she's one year older than me. she's from nyjc in her 2nd year. somehow we clicked and we chatted on the phone almost every night. and we became closer and became online couple because we have not met each other yet. i remembered it was near the end of the year because she's busy preparing for her A's level. though she's very busy with her studies, she still cares a lot for me. it's really nice to have that feeling when someone is so concerned for you. As she's one year older than me, it's sort of 姐弟恋. she's very sweet toward me and i am also somehow fond of her, so we decided to meet after her examinations. that was our first date and it turned out to be the last one as well. i met her in orchard for lunch and then a christmas movie. she didn't turned out to be the same as what i had been perceiving from her pictures. she was abit plump during that time. (for here i need to tell you guys, i somehow discriminate over-weighted girls.) and i cann't stand a plump girl to be my girlfriend, because i cared alot for my image. i am definitely as high self-monitor, someone that cares really alot about his appearance, behaviour and characteristics. we finished our movie and i sent her home, didn't say much of these stuffs till i was on the way home. she knew i don't like plump girls. she told me that she has been dieting and jogging for that period after we knew each other. she got a weak liver and cannot exercise too much, but still she went exercising for me!!! but i was just simply too immature at that time. before this, we exchanged christmas present, i told her i like personalised gift. she recorded a disc of love songs specially for me, her 1st time doing this and also drew a drawing of us together. i still kept them intact till now. it was really sweet of her, but i don't know why i am so stupid, so foolish, so cruel, so cold-hearted to let her down. she went for united state for one year plus just because of this incident. i knew i really hurt her a lot. now she has already slimmed down to be a beauty and got her career as well. i tried to contact her back few months back, but she already changed her mobile number. i got her address in orchard area, not sure if she's still living there. should i go look for her one day in december and sincerely apologise to her? i am really a bad guy indeed.
After her, i got to know another girl from irc as well. she's called esther at that time. she was 14 while i were 18 during jc time. i actually went out with a 14 year old girl, can u believe it !!! she's sort of those ah lian type actually, so i weren't serious with her throughout that 2 months. we went out shopping, eating, ton-ing out at night. it was very enjoyable with her as she always acted cute and cheered me up. well, as she was only 14, she got some attitude problem, and soon we broke up and she went into a girl's home after that. currently, she's out and good wishes for her. told you guys i am really bad, to even play around with a 14 year old girl.
Got another girlfriend from tp after that, but it didn't last long as well. perhaps the problem really lie within me. from then till now, i am always been single, but perhaps flirting around? definitely it's flirts, that's why i didn't tell much people about it. in army time, i liked a girl. i thought i stand quite a chance in wooing her actually, but i don't know what screwed up in the end as well. perhaps this is a karma for me because i really hurted some girls in the past, and that's why if time can turn back, i would definitely go back to jc time and salvage the situation.
End of my confession!! so have you guys concluded me as a bad guy? would u still like to befriend me? if you decided not to, do tell me and tag at my cbox, i am alright with it. :)
P.S. there will be another confession on my 200th post, so do stay tune if you are interested.
Wei Loong @ 12:35 AM
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Managed to go school for some lectures during the ICT week, so it's not that bad, didn't miss out much. But really got to start studying soon. shall force myself to start revising from 2010. that shall be one of my resolution! :)
mr santa claus, please give me something i want for this xmas!!
Wei Loong @ 2:07 PM
Friday, December 4, 2009
she stays near me..
i get to see her every thursday..
we always meet on the bus..
we are having the same lecture..
she's not very pretty not very cute..
but she just caught my attention..
i plucked my courage..
i went up to her..
talked to her last week..
i get to know more about her..
she seems shocked..
she's a good girl..
but she's very quiet..
i got to see her again this afternoon..
she remembered me..
we came to school together again..
she's still super quiet..
i asked for her number..
luckily she gave..
and i wish to know her better..
BUT SHE'S ATTACHED !! :(
*Edited on 19dec09.*
Wei Loong @ 12:27 AM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
X'mas is still pretty long, coming in 1 month time, and yet i have already pampered myself with an advanced christmas present. it's actually a 3-ways multi laptop bag, can be used as a tote bag, sling bag or even as a backpack. it's imported from korea, cool right? so i doubt it would be a common bag in singapore. any comments for this bag my dear friends?? hahas so from next week onward, i would be carrying this new bag to school, can dump away my old ugly bag. :)
Wei Loong @ 10:33 PM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
these are my cards.. do you have these as well? UOB card lets me watch movie at $8 for movies at cathay ciniplex, Maybank card lets me go sentosa for free, Citi card lets me enter zouk for free!! so guys get yours now!! :)
Wei Loong @ 10:03 PM
Monday, November 16, 2009
"When i wake up in the morning, you are all i see. When i think about you, And how happy you make me, you are everything i wanted. You are everything i need. I look at you and i know."
我喜欢你
你明明不是我心目中
喜欢那样的女生
可是
我就是喜欢你。。
你明明不是我心目中
喜欢那样的女生
可是
我就是喜欢你。。
Wei Loong @ 5:16 PM
Monday, November 9, 2009
【剧情简介】 ： 台湾富商公子薛海化名达浪到杭州念书，同学欺负之时，学姐宝茱出手相助，两人谈起了第一次恋爱。台湾的广告公司来到校园举行“甜心皇后”的比赛。宝茱拿到了冠军，从此被大家叫做“甜心”。这时甜心的父亲破产，抛妻弃女。海派甜心只 得和母亲搬回台湾，因误会和与达浪失去联系。被抛弃达浪成了一个玩弄感情的花花公子。直到有一天听到电台“甜心时间”。薛海买下了电台，展开对甜心的报 复，当看到甜心和别人约会的时候，薛海才发现自己仍然深爱甜心。于是达浪重新展开对甜心的追求。就在此时，甜心母亲发现达浪的大姐竟然是甜心父亲的初恋情 人，于是强烈反对，二人的爱情期待着走出困境。
【剧情简介】 ：陈桃花，是一个特别的女孩，也是春风镇无人不知无人不晓的风云人物，但她的特别，并不是来自于她本身，而是她那四个不论在外表出众的四个哥哥。这四个哥哥对桃花的疼爱溺宠以及过度保护完全超乎常人的想象，除了对桃花时尚女性的百般呵护以及全天候排班守护桃花之外，甚至还以陈家为中心方圆20公里范围内，所有桃花可能接触到的男生做了一番彻底的身家调查，表面上，这一切作为都是要帮桃花找到一个与她相配的男孩，但其实，他们四个是为了好寻找理由及借口甚至把柄，作为反对桃花恋爱的手段……
Wei Loong @ 5:52 PM
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Looks great right? Indeed it is. and the name for it is called the prawn who got creamed!! lol funny name. but the way the picture taken is nice? of course, because it's taken by me. :) And with a glass of minty chocolate milkshake makes the day issn't it? it's supposed to cost around $30 for both the drink and spaghetti, but we had the student promo, which cost $13 for these in the end. Really worth it and somemore, it's not paid by me. :) free lunch for me when someone is late. Talk so much, and you guys may think i went out with a gal, nope with a guy actually. hahas.
courage? not everyone have the courage to do so, neither do i, even the chance is right in front of me.
Wei Loong @ 1:36 AM
Sunday, November 1, 2009
my safari ticket!Wei Loong @ 8:47 PM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
my cute doggy
my pink dolphins
my abstract
my poor bear bear
my dream girlMy drawings. Believe it or not, up to you. :) cheers!
Wei Loong @ 9:14 PM
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