Didn't update for a week, been mugging throughout. The last 2 days were the worst. so shagged and torturing !! never mind, it's all over.. alright, first of all, let me blog about something that happened 3 days before my 1st paper, and let me vent my frustration for awhile.
She asked me wanna meet on 4/5/2009, and i agreed coz i missed her and i remembered telling her that i will be there whenever she needs me. we met, while waiting for bus to arrive, she suddenly told me that she don't wanna go out anymore. DO U KNOW WHAT"S THE REASON ?? she said my heart is not there and won't be happy going out with someone that's stressed. it's normal that i feel stressed coz my exam is coming so soon !! Even as a friend, what you ought to do is accompany and try to cheer me up right. But she didn't. She's just too cruel. i pleaded with her like crazy, nothing went in for her and she don't give a damn about it. "what i says count, what u say don't count" i will remember this for life !! she's not understanding at all !! I really feel freaking pissed and hurt at the same time.. But since she got something bad in return, i don't wish to talk about it. the conclusion here is from this incident onwards, i believe there is karma.
i travel all the way to your place whenever we meet. And i didn't even make a single complaint. i travel all the way from jurong to your place to buy herbal teas when u say u r sick. i am so dumb to go your house personally to apologise and yet u went out with another guy. you said u are tired and yet u still can go escape with another guy! i didnt have single wink of sleep at night just do a video for u. i wrote a 2.5 pages of letter and you think that's an insult for u. i showed it to few female friends and they said it's touching. i really dunno what's on your mind. i am just so foolish, you just don't appreciate all the stuffs i have done for u.
For those people who are curious about the video, here it is : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TUdAAuIvlrI
All these doesn't matter anymore. we are strangers now..
*if you happen to view my blog, do take care of yourself and all the best for you !
Enough of rantings !! talk about some other stuffs.. Been eating alot of western food these 2 weeks.. my tummy is popping out man.. Had sirloin steak at a steakhouse in Tampiness Mall, had Botak Jones, always like the fish & chips. do you know why? coz i only tried before fish & chips. hahas but i think it's the best of all. And never order their potato salad. it's horribly awful !! Had Mac and Long John silver as well.. all are unhealthy food that makes me fat !!!
Played midnight mahjong with my friends last night, didnt manage to win much. it's been months since i touched mahjong tiles, so it's enjoyable. And today i just went to have a haircut. it turned out to become so short !! my hair become so neat n tidy now.. hahas.. Gonna spend my weekend watching movies i have downloaded during exam time !! :)
*a blur look*
I NEED A JOB !! any good job lobang for me ?? =P
Last of all, let me tell you guys a story..
Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now." Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arri ved on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder. Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."
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