31st Dec

The clock struck twelve and it's 31st December 2009, the last day of 2009. Indeed time flies and another year is going to be over within 24 hours. Got lots of ups and downs for this year, it can really be a so-called fruitful year as i experienced numerous of stuffs, regardless it's good or bad. Most importantly is to learn from these experiences.

Just want to have few resolution for 2010.

1. At least 2 A's out of my 4 modules in year 2.

2. Be happy always.

3. Get rich.

Happened to Log into friendster these few days, as i already stopped using friendster and i even deleted my photos in there as well. I went to take a look at my "testimonials" from the past. as i read through them, it brought back some memories and somehow i felt very emotional. And i screenshot some of them to upload here for those who didn't add me in friendster. Some are funny as well, and i'll definitely cherish the friendships that have been going on for these few years. Good luck to you guys out there and have an enjoyable time counting down ! :)

101st post

Merry X'mas everyone !! Hope everyone enjoyed to the fullest !! Been busy for the past week except today. supposedly meeting up with jo today, but she had a family dinner last minute. let me recap what i have done for the whole week..

19th and 20th dec - was busy working as usual, so it equals no life. :(

21st dec - Went to catch Avatar 3D with alvin after school. it was a great movie indeed. i like the storyline, showing the cruelty of mankind on one side and the love of human beings on the other. there are nice wonderful exotic sceneries in the other planet, not sure because of the 3D effects, and a romance story between a man and a Na'vi. Enjoyed the almost 3hours show. :)

22nd dec - Met up with a old jc friend, edwin. He's still the same old edwin. hahas helped him to search for a new backpack. always nice to catch up with close friend like him. and i caught a picture of him. he's single and available. he's definitely a good guy, fit and smart sportman. who's interested?

Went to clarke quay at night to have dinner with my bunch of army peeps, coz one is heading to finland for exchange! Had bak tuk teh as usual. Needless to say, drinking at ktv pub followed. had a nice time drinking, as i haven't been drinking for almost 2 months plus. Attended are as followed, siming, jianliang, pengjun, jonathan, weemeng, anthony, bernard, zhonghua, ian and me! :D

23rd dec - Missed out my s13 dinner gathering. so sorry about it !! Went to party with my sim friends at night. the Q at butter factory was horrendous on ladie's night. Not going there any sooner. went to Dbl O instead. my 1st time there. don't even know what the genre of the music there, CMI music that's all i know. But we got free drinks !! an enjoyable night, though didn't drink much at all compared to the previous night. 4 babes 3 dudes - fiona, weilin, jacinth, carolyn, vuksin, zhonglun and ME..

24th dec - Had a x'mas lunch with my shooting club. A jap restaurant at Shaw Lido. Attendance list - peiyu, chunrui, wanyi, sharon, alvin, wenxin, andrew and me. a nice catch-up since few months back. everyone is busy with each own stuffs, everyone has grown up !! And apology to beitris and kenneth to cause the meet-up to be cancelled, catch up asap?? =)

25th dec - At home slacking, resting, and catching movies online. Lonely but it's nice at times.

Goodnight all.

My 100th post

I had a practicum on monday. it's kind of a practical test u got to pass in order to become a relief teacher for the tution centre i am currently working at now. i never taught before and yesterday i had to teach in front of a class of 10 students. it's full of anxiety actually. well, according to Goffman's impression management, i need to present myself in such a way that i am confident enough and able to teach a class. In the dramaturgical approach, i am the "performer", the students are my audience, my preparation for the worksheet as my props, i presented myself as a good teacher to guide them through the worksheet, and in return, they respected me as a teacher by participating in my lesson and remained well-behaved. I did it and it was really not bad, a very very good experience and the tester was quite satisfied as well. cheers !!

This is actually my 100th post man!! it's quite unbelievable that i can maintain this blog for one year plus and hope i still can keep it going. i'll definitely try my very best to update regularly. what is blog? blog is an online diary that you can choose to open it to all your friends and others to know how you have been doing, what you are doing recently and pour out all sort of emotions regardless good or bad. diary is supposed to write out your real feelings hidden deepest in your heart, but not much people can truthfully write out their awkwardness, shamelessness, embarrassment and all sorts of detrimental feelings.

Right here today, i am going to blog about my real confession, nothing but the truth, though it will affect me quite negatively. i would like to tell everyone that i am not a good guy actually. do u believe it? we shall see from below.

Few years back during my jc time, i got the habit to go online and know girls. well, i can say that it was my sort of 桃花 period. when i was in J1, i knew a girl from irc called joanne, she's one year older than me. she's from nyjc in her 2nd year. somehow we clicked and we chatted on the phone almost every night. and we became closer and became online couple because we have not met each other yet. i remembered it was near the end of the year because she's busy preparing for her A's level. though she's very busy with her studies, she still cares a lot for me. it's really nice to have that feeling when someone is so concerned for you. As she's one year older than me, it's sort of 姐弟恋. she's very sweet toward me and i am also somehow fond of her, so we decided to meet after her examinations. that was our first date and it turned out to be the last one as well. i met her in orchard for lunch and then a christmas movie. she didn't turned out to be the same as what i had been perceiving from her pictures. she was abit plump during that time. (for here i need to tell you guys, i somehow discriminate over-weighted girls.) and i cann't stand a plump girl to be my girlfriend, because i cared alot for my image. i am definitely as high self-monitor, someone that cares really alot about his appearance, behaviour and characteristics. we finished our movie and i sent her home, didn't say much of these stuffs till i was on the way home. she knew i don't like plump girls. she told me that she has been dieting and jogging for that period after we knew each other. she got a weak liver and cannot exercise too much, but still she went exercising for me!!! but i was just simply too immature at that time. before this, we exchanged christmas present, i told her i like personalised gift. she recorded a disc of love songs specially for me, her 1st time doing this and also drew a drawing of us together. i still kept them intact till now. it was really sweet of her, but i don't know why i am so stupid, so foolish, so cruel, so cold-hearted to let her down. she went for united state for one year plus just because of this incident. i knew i really hurt her a lot. now she has already slimmed down to be a beauty and got her career as well. i tried to contact her back few months back, but she already changed her mobile number. i got her address in orchard area, not sure if she's still living there. should i go look for her one day in december and sincerely apologise to her? i am really a bad guy indeed.


After her, i got to know another girl from irc as well. she's called esther at that time. she was 14 while i were 18 during jc time. i actually went out with a 14 year old girl, can u believe it !!! she's sort of those ah lian type actually, so i weren't serious with her throughout that 2 months. we went out shopping, eating, ton-ing out at night. it was very enjoyable with her as she always acted cute and cheered me up. well, as she was only 14, she got some attitude problem, and soon we broke up and she went into a girl's home after that. currently, she's out and good wishes for her. told you guys i am really bad, to even play around with a 14 year old girl.


Got another girlfriend from tp after that, but it didn't last long as well. perhaps the problem really lie within me. from then till now, i am always been single, but perhaps flirting around? definitely it's flirts, that's why i didn't tell much people about it. in army time, i liked a girl. i thought i stand quite a chance in wooing her actually, but i don't know what screwed up in the end as well. perhaps this is a karma for me because i really hurted some girls in the past, and that's why if time can turn back, i would definitely go back to jc time and salvage the situation.

End of my confession!! so have you guys concluded me as a bad guy? would u still like to befriend me? if you decided not to, do tell me and tag at my cbox, i am alright with it. :)

P.S. there will be another confession on my 200th post, so do stay tune if you are interested.

ICT's over.

Been pretty packed over the last week coz having ICT. it's so fast that i have already cleared my 2nd ICT. it's kind of a gathering with those army friends, chit-chatting and catching up with each other. 2 agendas for this ICT, combat shoot and IPPT. had fun shooting with my mates, slacking at the range, buying snacks from the ninja van, that's how time passed during the combat shoot. sad thing is i failed my ippt. :( i am still lazy to train for my chin-up, really gotta buck up on it, 2 more months left for me to clear it. i dun wan RT !!

Managed to go school for some lectures during the ICT week, so it's not that bad, didn't miss out much. But really got to start studying soon. shall force myself to start revising from 2010. that shall be one of my resolution! :)

mr santa claus, please give me something i want for this xmas!!

my eyecandy!!

Recently, i have an eyecandy..
she stays near me..
i get to see her every thursday..
we always meet on the bus..
we are having the same lecture..
she's not very pretty not very cute..
but she just caught my attention..

i plucked my courage..
i went up to her..
talked to her last week..
i get to know more about her..
she seems shocked..
she's a good girl..
but she's very quiet..

i got to see her again this afternoon..
she remembered me..
we came to school together again..
she's still super quiet..
i asked for her number..
luckily she gave..
and i wish to know her better..

BUT SHE'S ATTACHED !! :(

*Edited on 19dec09.*